m really sorry for the things dat i hav done, which i didnt do on purpose bt currently stuck itself in my mind for too long dat will hardly get the hell out of there without leaving a scar.
sometimes when ure doing a mistake, u actually knew all along dat it is nt supposed to be done and most probably cn nvr be accepted by urself if it is done unto u. bt u cudnt care less to even think about the consequences of ur behaviour. n suddenly, u finally admit it once it backfires urself. its definitely karma baby..
n wt kills u more inside is when dat someone nvr held a grudge against u. thus, better proves ur jerk-ness. there's also an unquestionable question dat u still wanna question. y dun dis person hate me tho? u jz hav to bare the fact dat sum ppl are simply nt dat jerk type as u are. the blame, will always be put on u... by u. urself.
having said all dat, thank you is the most i cn do.. at least for now. thank you for... (too much to state) everything n do forgive me for... (will even take forever) everything. its a forgiveness dat i may nvr get bcz damn it, i do not hav the guts to seek it. GUTS.. those dat i shud hav had long b4 any of these happend. well, arent there enough reasons to hate me now?
n i wonder still, m i really forgiven?
n for the WHYs dat u have been asking me, i believe i may hav to dissapoint u once more in explaining them.
sometimes when ure doing a mistake, u actually knew all along dat it is nt supposed to be done and most probably cn nvr be accepted by urself if it is done unto u. bt u cudnt care less to even think about the consequences of ur behaviour. n suddenly, u finally admit it once it backfires urself. its definitely karma baby..
n wt kills u more inside is when dat someone nvr held a grudge against u. thus, better proves ur jerk-ness. there's also an unquestionable question dat u still wanna question. y dun dis person hate me tho? u jz hav to bare the fact dat sum ppl are simply nt dat jerk type as u are. the blame, will always be put on u... by u. urself.
having said all dat, thank you is the most i cn do.. at least for now. thank you for... (too much to state) everything n do forgive me for... (will even take forever) everything. its a forgiveness dat i may nvr get bcz damn it, i do not hav the guts to seek it. GUTS.. those dat i shud hav had long b4 any of these happend. well, arent there enough reasons to hate me now?
n i wonder still, m i really forgiven?
n for the WHYs dat u have been asking me, i believe i may hav to dissapoint u once more in explaining them.
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