when the going gets tough

there were a lot of moments where i wud write almost 3 paragraphs of a post, n discarded evrythin, believing dat it wudnt be necessary to share a perticular feeling. until 2 minutes ago, i wasnt too sure either. bt at dis exact point of time i'm thinking,
"to hell! dis is what i feel n dis is the truth."

it's been a tough week. a real tough week. i was appointed as a VP. as awesome as dat sounds, there is more to it. much more than i ever expected to discover. it took me a whole lot of courage to take dis one step of running to be someone more important in a particular community. inspired, motivated, n supported with much love from friends n colleagues, i did it. i got it. dat was fine.

but once ure on the top, there would be, (and must be) those who hate to see ure reaching there. they wish u wud rather fall n hav ur face right down on the floor. who just simply dont care. and also there are those who question things. saying how u don't deserve it n what not.
n it gave me a smack on the back of my head to see who really do care to gve a hug to show hw proud they are. who wud willing to, even for once, put themselves relatively below n looked up upon u. nothing less than from a friend to friend.

u know hw often i like to mention about learning? dis is definitely another thing. i learn to better appreciate people around me who really wud be there to whisper to my ear, saying dat things wud just turn out to be fine. who wud tell me to be strong and wud listen to my side of story.
after all, that is the side that they will always be at. n i thank God for dat.

getting out of track just by a little too much, it gets me thinking dat in life, to know how to be good to people, you got to learn to respect n appreciate people.
no matter how much u dislike a person, have some decency n at least pay a little respect.
especially when they gve u no reason not to be respected. a person who doesnt wish to seriously listen to what people say, doesnt mean he/she does not listen at all.

knowing ur limit and to understand how people wud feel when they are mistreated, does not make you any less stronger. n saying how u wish u wud be forgiven, does not put your pride any less lower. people make mistakes. intentionally or not. bt what u do to amend those which counts more. for me, knowing how guilty someone is after crossing a line gives me enough reason to forgive. bt if egois comes into play not even to say sorry, but to feel guilty about it, i cant say much. just shame on you.