usya!

the garden - mirah

der's no need to learn to love the song. its a 'right away' response.

credits to 'so u tink u cn dance'. updating my playlist is easier with ur presence.

zaf

wz jz thinking dat i wud finish off watching all 5 parts of the victoria's secret 2009 fashion show on utube last nite when suddenly ZAF gve me a buzz... n of cz i gve up the clips for zaf bcoz dis girl is so irresistable.. cnversations with her cn nvr be boring. FLOW is simply our mutual possession. non stop FELLO! it cn go on foreverr... n it almost did. 7 hrs kowt! from her havin brunch at 12 (uk's time) until around her dinner time. n after all, 7 hrs still isnt quite satisfying. Gosh we're soo good at dis kn zaf?? haha.

n as we talked n talked, i act cme 2 realise dat there's act whole lot more dat i hav no idea about. like.. "KAU XPENA CITE PUN!!" n dat is exactly why i said hrs of talking doesnt seem to be enough for us. n i officially hav an unofficial part-time job nw : to handle zaf n her dramatic issues.. haha.

zaf : dlu kn kalau mak aku mrh aku cket je aku ckp mak aku x syg aku.

blogger : haha. i finally found sumone who's worst than i am mannn..

zaf : n sumtimes kalau aku merajuk aku dgn dramatic nye volunteer tido luar. cm pathetic gle la kn, kononnye mak halau. buat crite sdey.


ahaha.
n of cz, girls' talk shud nvr be called one without a cnversation about the OTHER sex. teeheee... n here comes the gossiping, very own problems, bla3.... alaa, cm xbse lak.


blogger : aku rse kaum kita ni cm angin lbey.

zaf : so girls need to fart more utk keluarkan anginn. ahahahahah.

blogger : L for LAME!!


n of cz, others are best left untold. after all, dis page is only for things dat are best shared.. true??

;)

loser

LOSER!!!
der, rite on my forehead. in BOLD.

note : only in driving scenario. ;)

i wud hav to admit. i really m a loser when it comes to driving. today, dad's nt around n some renovation is going on at my hse n so there's a need to move the car. guess wt happend. my mum had to walk 100m distance to find a neighbour for a HELP bcoz i didnt dare to even start the engine! loserrrr .. double loserrrrrr.... ni sume tiang pnye psl! soon after gotten my driving lisence (2 years ago) as wt other ppl wud do, ronggeng lah bersama kereta. batak gle barbs ngn steering. NOT until i accidently bumped into the electric pole in front of my hse. TERBAIKK!

dad : xpa2.. x mati xpa..

dad.. always the coolest one. ;) langgar2 tros g repair b4 mak tahu. *wink* its our typical father-daughter conspiracy y'knoe.. n so DAT's when the phobia cme in. pffttt. well at least i hav reasonable reason y m i being such a loser rite...............? rite?? no?? thot so.... ;)

jackets

u wish u had them too rite? dun lie. ;)

MUSE

blogger : ubee! u xnk g muse cncert ke?? jz askin btw.

ubee : kt spore? u g?

blogger : i want to bt havent planned nytin yet. yup2 s'pore. going?

ubee : hmm i dunno i dun tink so. act i hav a school project to settle on dat day.

blogger : come onn. dun tell me ure givin up muse for a school project.. ;)

ubee : haha. erm m nt sure yet. i'll update with u later k.


*days after

blogger : mak nk g cncert kt s'pore boley?

mak : ha?? nooo...

blogger : makkk...

mak : no3.. *waving


wt wz i thinking?? of cz its a no. pfftt. ;(

out n about

ok agk lmbat nk mg update on my outing with two of my fav ppl ; suraya mazlan n nabila farhana.

nabila : wednesday on jom! tgk old dogs. heh.

blogger : ok!

we left home around 10++ n den went to pick up sue, yada3.. smpai sunway carnival 11.30. haha. i knoe. agk siput itu hari. by the time we reached there i wz sgt2 hungry. bt we decided to get the ticket first n foremost when suddenly nabila gve an idea dat i cudnt agree more. switch to paranormal activity. o yea o yea! ive always been a thriller/scary movie lover. woot! sue pn ok.. n so it wz decided..

we headed to manhattan fish for lunch n luckily ordered a set yg sgt kcik. learning from experience, we knew we cud nvr finish them off if we ordered individually. alooong the way we were havin a conversation about the malaysian, indonesian n australian. haihh nabila start! haha. n sue did spill bout her life back in indon. as we were about to leave, we were havin some trouble in figuring out who pays hw much. see, we werent being calculative pun bt it gve us a slap on the face knowin the fact dat they are act simple maths. its forgivable for the geologist n the doctor (ehem2) to fail in such things bt NO BLOODY WAY for the accountant! tqvm.


n so dkat cinema, serious shit ade 8 org only. week day kowt! der wz one lady who cme to watch with her husband, she wz being friendly n so we had a little chat about movies. we act cud be the mean movies' critics rite der n der. ;)



ok. paranormal. wt shud i say. BORING. well dats wt all 3 of us thot. it ws too slow, indeed.

nabila : baik tgk seekers je dowh.

haha. really exactly. the best n scariest part wz like 10-15 mins b4 the movie ended. bt i hav to tell u dat DAT part still haunts me up to dis date. part KENE TARIK KAT KAKI! urrgh.

blogger : jom lepak stabak!



after all, dis is always my favourite part about going out together i.e lepak2 borak2 minum2 coffee2.. haha. we did some catching up stuffs. nabila did her 'memerli jen yg hitam' stuffs n sue did her 'korg buat lwk, aku tlg gelak' stuffs.. funny things like these, are those dat u will easily cherish ;)




tanx for the day. love!

forgive

m really sorry for the things dat i hav done, which i didnt do on purpose bt currently stuck itself in my mind for too long dat will hardly get the hell out of there without leaving a scar.

sometimes when ure doing a mistake, u actually knew all along dat it is nt supposed to be done and most probably cn nvr be accepted by urself if it is done unto u. bt u cudnt care less to even think about the consequences of ur behaviour. n suddenly, u finally admit it once it backfires urself. its definitely karma baby..

n wt kills u more inside is when dat someone nvr held a grudge against u. thus, better proves ur jerk-ness. there's also an unquestionable question dat u still wanna question. y dun dis person hate me tho? u jz hav to bare the fact dat sum ppl are simply nt dat jerk type as u are. the blame, will always be put on u... by u. urself.

having said all dat, thank you is the most i cn do.. at least for now. thank you for... (too much to state) everything n do forgive me for... (will even take forever) everything. its a forgiveness dat i may nvr get bcz damn it, i do not hav the guts to seek it. GUTS.. those dat i shud hav had long b4 any of these happend. well, arent there enough reasons to hate me now?


n i wonder still, m i really forgiven?




n for the WHYs dat u have been asking me, i believe i may hav to dissapoint u once more in explaining them.

conteng

o ya as i did some 'gerak gempur' di bilik, i found something interesting i.e the notebook i used to carry around when i wz in kys. n i flipped thru evry pages. n der! found these writings wrote in clouds.

cloud 1 : kau xrse kau bising ke?

cloud 2 : sekali sekala sebelum 'kiok!'.

cloud 1 : ha'ah yek. sementara masih ada mulut nk cakap. sementara perut besar, ade angin nk lepaskan.. (kidin)

cloud 2 : takpe kau bayang2, bisu. kalau kau nyanyi kang gempa bumi.



n i knew rite away the conversation wz btween me n Hariz Nazimuddin. haha!

usual scene at home prt 2

day 1

mak : bsok kita kemas rumah. suuumaaa mak nak tgk clear!!

blogger : ya.

day 2

mak : bsok adik..., kita bwat gotong royong kt luaq.

blogger : ya.

day 3

mak : bsok kita bwat gerak gempur! adik bwat bilik, mak bwat kt luaq.

blogger : ya.

uve got the picture. ;)

breaking through

as i tuned in the hallmark channel at 3 pm today.. 'breaking through' wz the title of the movie.. naahh boring. i thot. bt then after scanning thru the info, its about a single mother struggling to feed her children n happend to get involved with drugs dealing. typical. n as almost 30 minutes passed by, only then i noticed i havent changed the channel since then.

it wz an inspiring movie. made me realize hw ppl cn get into such a big trouble..
dat is certainly a knock on my head. when ppl all over the world are havin tremendous challenges dat are way beyond wt i cud imagine, y do i easily feel aweful n downright angry over some problems dat are in reality, incomparable to wt others are facing?

additional item for my new year's resolution list : stop being a crybaby.

;)

to remember n to forget

forget

bad things ppl had done to us

good things we had done to others

remember

good things ppl had done to us

bad things we had done to others








thus, m really2 sorry.

happy birthday!

Happy birthday Puteri Elisha Shahrir!
to my dearest fren, happy being 20 bt do stay being a 12 year-old at heart. ;)

tanx for being der when i need u, tanx for keeping it down to earth even when u deserve to be high on sky, tanx for sharing, tanx for willing to care, n tanx for the friendship. May endless blessings stay with u.. i miss u! ;)

stuck

it's ok to be stuck up for sumtin dat u really deserve, sumtin u hav worked hard for, sumtin dat earn u reasonable respects from others, sumtin dat proves hw u hav been living with decency, sumtin dat not all ppl cn do by chance, sumtin dat explain hw precious n worthy you are, sumtin u urself feel the satisfaction of doing it.

the stucked up face disguise ppl on the other hand, if it is for sum fruitful actions dat resulted from other ppl's sweat, sumtin u lend from ppl who by chance connected to u, sumtin dat has no guarantee to last long, sumtin dat u jz stand still n got the credits from it, sumtin u'd jz taken for granted, sumtin dat is simply aint urs.





u.me.us.ponder

down in town

i knoe. too much entries for a day rite? haha. bt i forgot to mention. Old Town is finally in town babeyhh!! wohoo!!!! Began to open yesterday i think. bt jz found out bout it dis morning. u hav no idea hw exciting it is to me.. o yes m a huge fan. its like..... its like a disneyland to me!! teeheee~~ Being here, in parit buntar, there's nothing much u cn expect. u want starbucks? drive 30 mins away from here to Auto-City. well dats the nearest. the same case it is for Old Town. n i wonder, y only now?? when i hav less than another 2 months to be at home? *sigh*



one cold cham coffee plz. thank u. ;)

soppingg

soo... i jz got back from shopping with parents.. sadly my brother cudnt cme along since he's in shah alam undergoing his football training as usual. it wud hav been much more enjoyable if he's around. bt u see, if he's around, we often fight.. hw's dat?? i guess dats wt siblings are for. haha. ive been desiring for a 'real' shopping experience with my family on dis holiday n hve been planning it loong before i went for my BTN camp, bt after mutual aggreement with my mother, we decided to hav it after ive done with the camp. plus there wud be off-day on friday for 3 weeks in a row. dats wt i luv being a Malaysian. celebrations, n more celebrations. Malaysia boleyh!!

we went to Queensbay. oo yeahh. bt... bnyak gle org kowt!!!! urrggh.. u wanna chase the sales, u aint gonna enjoy it alone.. duuhh.. MNG sales cm gle babi.. FOREVER 21 sales cm bse.. i tink there's no much different if it got sales or not. most of the prices are still out of my budget.. n suprisingly, notin really hav dat wt i call, 'ada rasa'.. bt still, i enjoyed my time der. its my so called 'self-defined haven'.. double wink for dat.

en en ohhh... i fell deeply in love.. deeply deeply in love with this shoes i cme across at CROCS. they're pump shoes, wedges n were magenta/purple/plum (wtever u wanna call it) in color. memang 'ada rasa' laa definitely. darnn!!! n oo yes its rm229. *sigh*... *more sigh*... its considerable if its around 1oo bugs bt 2oo sumtin is.... ermmmm. so then i started doing list of justifications not to buy it. hahaha.. bt wtever it is, im still in love.. so ppl, if u wanna bribe jen rite now, simply go n buy those, then ur wish is my command.. ull get an additional kiss kiss summore.. hurry2!!



sgt gorgeous!


it was so tiring.. indeed. bt then after dat, we headed to Megamall pulak to search for my luggage. weeeee~~~ ayah got his shoes, mak got her 'nagoya textile' n dat's dat.
n so we got home n evrybody had their 'admiring-wut-i-jz-bought' moments. n after dat we all went pengsan.

;)

teka tekuk

ayah : kalau org curi kta pnggil apa?

blogger : uhhh??

ayah : org curi,.... kita pnggil apa?

blogger : pencuri la.

ayah : salah.. kita panggil polis. hehehe... ehehe..

*cant believe he got me. urgh.*