Border

I am walking on a fine line between the good and the bad.

Walking on this tiny little border of the black and white gives me the honor to hav a look on both sides and make judgements out of it. before it's too late. Don't blame me for judging. Im definitely judging for good.

As what ive seen, black can be white, bt only when they're scared n white can be black when they think black is more desirable by the current world.

Companion of those who u may think are 'right' might actually be so wrong. U wanna play their game? Go on. Bt who's gonna safe ur neck later on?

only i hope that if u choose to be that, do not question why the others chose the other way around. do ur own thing n live ur life how u think is supposed to be.

The thought of 'it's okay' really is deadly. its okay? its NOT okay? who are u lying to? urself?

Each time when i realise i ain't a good person myself, i tend to believe dat i deserve at least a respect for staying put through conditions and circumstances that expect me not to.

Sumtimes from the views i get from both sides left me with one option - to not go to the extreme of each side. well, i know dat's not good enough. It needs more than that.

The consequences. I do not even dare to hav a mere glance on it. The consequences are unimaginably disasterious bt almost no one really care to ponder.

this is not just dedicated to u. it is especially meant for me.

n for that, i wish all of us the BEST of luck in deciding our path of living.

surprise

to get suprises is just so awesome. when I was a kid, even when my father came back from work with a mere bar of chocolate! or..... pisang goreng!, or.........aiskrim potong durian! (well basically they were edible stuffs), i jumped off my seat and 'yeaying' about it for the next two minutes. suprises are unexpected, which is why it is pleasuring and exciting.
ive always been a lover of suprises myself. they're just so so sweet. but..... now i figure, i actually like to suprise people more. it even feels much greater! trust me. ;p
the suprising face,... n the appreciation u get after it went so well,... it just makes u feel the awesomeness about giving. (ok did i just repeat the word 'awesome'? daymmnn my vocab sux)
to express in another word, by making someone's day, u jz made urs. n i wonder in a sudden. why is the world not peaceful enough, when making lives happy is just so simply done?