kapak

blogger : babe, do u know dat song by awie?? it goes like... nananana.. nanan nanan nanaa...

roomie : uuu uuu !! i know dat song. bt i dunno the title. wait go utube.

*a moment later

roomie : is it dis one??

blogger : haaaa!!! yup2 u got it. five!




yes, i am currently addicted to 'kapak' songs. from awie, slam, handy black to saleem n everythin in between. i mean, those are really really 'kapak' songs. i didnt know my addiction is dat severe until one night.



roomie : babe, hav u been listening to dat awie song over n over again?

blogger : o dgr ea?

roomie : ure using ur earphone bt ure singing along. so, duuhhh..

blogger : o well heeee.. sorry cant help it.


(^_^)

past

him : you n the things you do,.. never fail to amaze me. there were and still are times when i was confused with some things u did n said. bt evrything dat had happened, was history.


her : forgive me for evrything. bt there's one thing i wud love u to do.
Just dont forget about us.




things in life come n go. so do people. somehow u wish good things to stay where they are, bt God knows why they wont. u may have given ur best. u do the right things. n u do all things possibly right. too bad it always take both ways. not mere one.
n after all have became part of ur past, all u cn afford to do is to look back n smile at those.
there is nothing u shud regret about. it is just a matter of time where u will be thankful that what had happened just happened in that certain way.
if u stick urself in those memories, hoping for it to come another round, how wud u possibly discover new ones?
in future, u wud probably be suprised of what life cn offer u with.
n perhaps if u cud just draw urself back for a little while n think about in a whole new point of view, u might have given a smack on ur head as u realize ur life is currently freaking awesome.
"then why wait for the future?"
just live life.
cz no matter how shitty shit things cn be, evrything wud turn out to be just fine.

words

words are easily thrown to people. when we make comments, when we speak up regarding a matter n even when we intended to be funny. but words can go so wrong that cost people their day. 'when words are sharper than swords', thats when people will remember u for what u've said. n there's no turning back.
sometimes its not even about what u said, its more of HOW u said it. now this is the one that i found really hurtful. whenever the sound of it replays in the back of my mind, it hurts even more.

watch ur words. it is easy to say but never is to be done. because we cant always afford to think beforehand. we like to do it the other way around. to those who the words are meant to, they accept it this way- it doesnt matter whether u intend to say those or not. once u say it, dat means it is at least in ur unconscious mind. n when those are in the unconscious mind, it's just a matter of time until it will be thrown out using the voice. in a simplified version, the fact that u think about it is enough to let people know that u really mean what u say.





sooooo



think before u say!!


or at least try to.. ;)

dissapointment

ive just gotten my results for the first semester. n for the moment being, im certainly not too proud of myself. *huge big sigh

i did a horrible job in my exams, both relatively or not. have no guts to tell my mum bout it yet. but damn me! sooner or later i still i hav to face it. i really hate to dissapoint my parents dis way, or in anyway possible. im just so hoping dat the dissapointment wud help me to brood over the mistakes i hav done n therefore, making me a better person. just hopefully.

but anyways i am still very relieved that i didnt fail my statistics tho. statistics. this is the subject which had the most possibilities of causing me the 'F' word. Goddd im so screwed when it comes to maths, calculations and anything in between. i wonder how people in actuarial courses cn pull it off in solving those complex figures' problems and shit. *no offense

and one more thing. it came to my suprise after knowing that most of my frens did worst in their MGMT (managing organisations and people) but guess what? i did my best in them. wtf! seriously talking, i really dunno whether to be flattered or smashed by that fact.

n right now all i can think of is how n when to break this news to my perents. dang it!