saye adhe bnyak bendhe mahu celite nie.. bagaimanhe puhn saye telpakse menangguhkannyhe dhahulu kelane saye tiadhe mase la pulhe... saye mahu menghanta abg saye ke stesen kelete api disitu.. dhye sudha mahu pulang ke tempat asl nye di sanhe... nnti ble saye lajin saye celite la kembalhi ye? ulangan2. ble saye lajin laa.. kalau tiadhe lajin, tidak dapat ditolongi.. hee.. selamet malemmm... ;)
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
plans
"i hate it when u make plans, get excited n they nvr happen"
apparently, dats exactly wt my current feeling is.
*sigh*
ive been turned down.. with a lil bit of twist & manipulation. feeling as if ppl had broken their promises they hav made, tho there's a tiny tiny space in my heart says its for good. bt damn it! i jz dun like getting the pleasure of excitement for notin. i rather not havin it at all in the first place. at least, there shud be more convincing, well-constructed ways to present reasonable excuses for it. mayb its my fault as well to be such a hard-thinker.. to plan eeeverything dat i cud possibly think of, even after knowing such of this condition might come interrupting.
i dun gve a damn anymore.
its about time for me to learn dat not all things will go my way. perhaps.
apparently, dats exactly wt my current feeling is.
*sigh*
ive been turned down.. with a lil bit of twist & manipulation. feeling as if ppl had broken their promises they hav made, tho there's a tiny tiny space in my heart says its for good. bt damn it! i jz dun like getting the pleasure of excitement for notin. i rather not havin it at all in the first place. at least, there shud be more convincing, well-constructed ways to present reasonable excuses for it. mayb its my fault as well to be such a hard-thinker.. to plan eeeverything dat i cud possibly think of, even after knowing such of this condition might come interrupting.
i dun gve a damn anymore.
its about time for me to learn dat not all things will go my way. perhaps.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
hijrah
luckily, penceramah kt surau 4 today's tajuk 'hijrah' wasnt too bad at all.. he's a 58 years old mualaf, chinese turned Muslim. its cool u see. cz he got to gve his perception as both party.. a non-Muslim n a Muslim. n wts interesting wz when he sumtimes speak chinese, n asked us to pretend dat we got it. haha~
talking about hijrah, the speaker stressed on hw we, the Muslims take our role as the host for our guests, i.e newcomers in Islam. it attracted me when he said, we sumtimes think too much about hukum hakam/sah atau tidak/do's n dont's, thus potreying a view dat Islam is complicated. simple example - when it comes to what they wear n wt they eat. see, when ppl are jz about to learn new things about Islam, jz let them get the idea of it bit by bit. we cn nvr expect them to leave behind their prev lifestyle in one go. they wud easily become reluctant to learn more. n gve up.
n also the speaker did touch a bit here n der about parenting n marriage. hw husbands shud lead their wife the right way. he said, men sumtimes are too bz thinkin bout polygamy. saying its sunnah nabi. nk ikut nabi. bt hw do they behave? ikut nabi ke? Rasulullah s.a.w is the best husband dat all men in the world shud look up upon n learn from.
Isteri : mcm mna msakan sy hari ni?
Rasulullah s.a.w : *smile*
Isteri : cakaplaa..
Rasulullah s.a.w : *smile*.. smlm kamu manjakan sy, hari ni turn sy pulak.. (smbil menyuapkan masakan ke mulut isteri)
Isteri : Ya Allah.. masin!
Rasulullah s.a.w : *smile*
~its all about the way of approaching things~
n also, the speaker did share his experiences dealing with mualaf himself.. n i tell u, most of them are funny ones. haha. in dis one case, a mualaf has been a Muslim for almost 3 months, tp still xnk potong. bt he wanted to get married to a Malay girl. so, nk xnk, kne jugak la. because he kept on refusing to get 'cut', the speaker tried one way.
speaker : kau nmpak buah pisang nie? kau mkn nie. xya kupas.
mualaf : huh?? apehal ni? kne la kupas.
speaker : kau mkn je la!!
mualaf : hmph! pahit!
speaker : ha kau mkn pulak yg da kupas ni.
mualaf : ha br sdap. br btol...
speaker : ha. sbb tu la kau kne potong!
;)
talking about hijrah, the speaker stressed on hw we, the Muslims take our role as the host for our guests, i.e newcomers in Islam. it attracted me when he said, we sumtimes think too much about hukum hakam/sah atau tidak/do's n dont's, thus potreying a view dat Islam is complicated. simple example - when it comes to what they wear n wt they eat. see, when ppl are jz about to learn new things about Islam, jz let them get the idea of it bit by bit. we cn nvr expect them to leave behind their prev lifestyle in one go. they wud easily become reluctant to learn more. n gve up.
n also the speaker did touch a bit here n der about parenting n marriage. hw husbands shud lead their wife the right way. he said, men sumtimes are too bz thinkin bout polygamy. saying its sunnah nabi. nk ikut nabi. bt hw do they behave? ikut nabi ke? Rasulullah s.a.w is the best husband dat all men in the world shud look up upon n learn from.
Isteri : mcm mna msakan sy hari ni?
Rasulullah s.a.w : *smile*
Isteri : cakaplaa..
Rasulullah s.a.w : *smile*.. smlm kamu manjakan sy, hari ni turn sy pulak.. (smbil menyuapkan masakan ke mulut isteri)
Isteri : Ya Allah.. masin!
Rasulullah s.a.w : *smile*
~its all about the way of approaching things~
n also, the speaker did share his experiences dealing with mualaf himself.. n i tell u, most of them are funny ones. haha. in dis one case, a mualaf has been a Muslim for almost 3 months, tp still xnk potong. bt he wanted to get married to a Malay girl. so, nk xnk, kne jugak la. because he kept on refusing to get 'cut', the speaker tried one way.
speaker : kau nmpak buah pisang nie? kau mkn nie. xya kupas.
mualaf : huh?? apehal ni? kne la kupas.
speaker : kau mkn je la!!
mualaf : hmph! pahit!
speaker : ha kau mkn pulak yg da kupas ni.
mualaf : ha br sdap. br btol...
speaker : ha. sbb tu la kau kne potong!
;)
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Quote
With the rise of modern technology n the world is heading towards secularism n IT minded, values, legacy n culture are tend to be forgotten.. (Farizo, 2009)
Monday, December 14, 2009
usual scene at home
abg : bdk dlm iklan McD tu muka mcm Huzair. haritu ada k.ina tnjuk gambaq abg Mi ngn bdk2 5 beradik tu.
mak : ya ka?
abg : ha, kt dubai. tgh main bola. semua ada. Huzair, Iliya, Muhammad.....
blogger : Hud!!!!
abg : ha. Hud ada jugak. lpas Hud sapa, dik? ada yg kcik lg kan? Noh.. ka Musa??
blogger : lupa laa.. confused.
ayah : lpas Hud, Solleh, Ibrahim, Lut , Ismail...
*abg n blogger looked at each other b4 we burst into laughs*
blogger : bkn la ayah..
ayah : btoi la.. Hud, Solleh, Ibrahim, Lut.... (muka tekun mengingat)
abg : *garu kepala*
blogger : biaqla ayah.
mak : ya ka?
abg : ha, kt dubai. tgh main bola. semua ada. Huzair, Iliya, Muhammad.....
blogger : Hud!!!!
abg : ha. Hud ada jugak. lpas Hud sapa, dik? ada yg kcik lg kan? Noh.. ka Musa??
blogger : lupa laa.. confused.
ayah : lpas Hud, Solleh, Ibrahim, Lut , Ismail...
*abg n blogger looked at each other b4 we burst into laughs*
blogger : bkn la ayah..
ayah : btoi la.. Hud, Solleh, Ibrahim, Lut.... (muka tekun mengingat)
abg : *garu kepala*
blogger : biaqla ayah.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
attitude
wut do salesperson do? try their best to sell off the products. to attract and convince customers dat their products are worth buying. n tell me. hw the hell are you gonna do this without possessing even a glimpse of politeness??? this issue eradicates the cases in grand places la kann. they are smart enuff to knoe dat 'jilat bontot' is essential.
i always wonder. wts on the mind of those sellers/cashiers/waiters yg xde budi bahasa? hw cn u expect people to go to ur shop with dat awful awful service uve got to offer? being a customer n consumer myself, i dont ask for a 90 degrees bow or a line of workers to usher me. a sincere smile of welcome is enough. u see, in Japan, they greet a customer as if its the first time they ever seen one. it goes like.. " haikk! arigato gozaimashita!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". to me, enthusiasm ia a prove of sincerity.
situation 1 : Fish Manhattan Market, Sunway Pyramid.
waiters : welcome !!!!!!!!
at first, i wasnt really excited to see hw nice they welcome me n my frens bt as we spent time there n had our meals, i realized hw fascinating the services are. they nvr failed to potrey a smile nt even a minute. n i was amazed with hw the waiters, really care to entertain us. even without a word from us, they sensed n understood our gestures who's in need of attention.
blogger : is ur manager here? may i see ur manager plz?
waiter 1 : yea sure. (looking frightened)
manager : yes miss? anytin dat i cn help?
blogger : no tanx. i jz wanna... no actually we jz wanna say thank u so much n dat we are very satisfied with ur service here.. esp from dat guy over der. (pointing at waiter 1)
manager : owh thank u thank u. errm miss do u want to fill in our feedback card?
blogger : yea sure
*a moment later*
manager : miss, we really appreciate ur concern n therefore dis is for u. (handing a packet of merchandise)
zue : satu je ke? bt there are four of us here.
*another moment later *
manager : well, dis actually meant for any receipts with rm100 n above bt 2day, its special for u guys. (handing another 3 packets)
us : tanx!!
fatin : aaahhh.. lepas ni cnfirm dat guy kne naik pngkat
blogger : next time kte dtg die da tukar uniform
*laughs*
situation 2 : Starbucks Coffee, Summit
kurukutur : yes?
blogger : one vanilla ice blended plz. venti.
kurukutur : ok.
blogger : aa wait.
kurukutur : (muke pnat + xpuas hati)
blogger : wts the difference between dis one n dis one? (i was asking bout the menu)
kurukutur : (muke malas nk layan) dis one is..... n dis one is......
blogger : the vanilla is either coffee-based or not rite?
kurukutur : no we dont hav coffee-based vanilla here.
blogger : fine then. jz gve me vanilla.
i hated dat kind of look she gave me. so i told nadia n fatin bout it. n because she was so kerek, we called her 'kurukutur' n we made fun of her big ass. u see, i dun realli like talking bad things bout ppl's physics bt too bad, a trigger is a trigger.
ponder. wt u gve u get back yaww.
i always wonder. wts on the mind of those sellers/cashiers/waiters yg xde budi bahasa? hw cn u expect people to go to ur shop with dat awful awful service uve got to offer? being a customer n consumer myself, i dont ask for a 90 degrees bow or a line of workers to usher me. a sincere smile of welcome is enough. u see, in Japan, they greet a customer as if its the first time they ever seen one. it goes like.. " haikk! arigato gozaimashita!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". to me, enthusiasm ia a prove of sincerity.
situation 1 : Fish Manhattan Market, Sunway Pyramid.
waiters : welcome !!!!!!!!
at first, i wasnt really excited to see hw nice they welcome me n my frens bt as we spent time there n had our meals, i realized hw fascinating the services are. they nvr failed to potrey a smile nt even a minute. n i was amazed with hw the waiters, really care to entertain us. even without a word from us, they sensed n understood our gestures who's in need of attention.
blogger : is ur manager here? may i see ur manager plz?
waiter 1 : yea sure. (looking frightened)
manager : yes miss? anytin dat i cn help?
blogger : no tanx. i jz wanna... no actually we jz wanna say thank u so much n dat we are very satisfied with ur service here.. esp from dat guy over der. (pointing at waiter 1)
manager : owh thank u thank u. errm miss do u want to fill in our feedback card?
blogger : yea sure
*a moment later*
manager : miss, we really appreciate ur concern n therefore dis is for u. (handing a packet of merchandise)
zue : satu je ke? bt there are four of us here.
*another moment later *
manager : well, dis actually meant for any receipts with rm100 n above bt 2day, its special for u guys. (handing another 3 packets)
us : tanx!!
fatin : aaahhh.. lepas ni cnfirm dat guy kne naik pngkat
blogger : next time kte dtg die da tukar uniform
*laughs*
situation 2 : Starbucks Coffee, Summit
kurukutur : yes?
blogger : one vanilla ice blended plz. venti.
kurukutur : ok.
blogger : aa wait.
kurukutur : (muke pnat + xpuas hati)
blogger : wts the difference between dis one n dis one? (i was asking bout the menu)
kurukutur : (muke malas nk layan) dis one is..... n dis one is......
blogger : the vanilla is either coffee-based or not rite?
kurukutur : no we dont hav coffee-based vanilla here.
blogger : fine then. jz gve me vanilla.
i hated dat kind of look she gave me. so i told nadia n fatin bout it. n because she was so kerek, we called her 'kurukutur' n we made fun of her big ass. u see, i dun realli like talking bad things bout ppl's physics bt too bad, a trigger is a trigger.
ponder. wt u gve u get back yaww.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
anxiety
anxiety = a vague unpleasant feeling _____ something2 _____ when anticipating failure.
mayb im sux at remembering psychology definitions (there are hell lot more u knoe) bt i cn assure u dat i remember every single minute of goin thru the experience when an extreme anxious feeling came straight right in, uninvited. it did came knocking on the door first bt it caused an overly full house, making me incapable of being a good host. meaning, i knew i was going to be nervous, bt nt to the extent dat i cant handle it.
i tell u. it was a disaster! n heck i do not want to be in dat situation again. it's when ur heart beats as if it's gonna explode off thru ur chest. n u cannot stand still, not even sit still. u jz go wandering around n round until at one point u realize uve been making the exact same circles, passing thru the exact same objects for the last 10 minutes.. or more. n the oxygen? na'ah.. its not helping.. seriously.. i know hw much people hav been telling me dat breathing helps (even the psychology book did), bt it didnt work for me. that damn 'thing' dat makes u nervous keeps on popping in the most annoying way. n rite der, der n der, u knoe u hav to let it out to someone. n dis is the part dat i hate the most : not being able to spill any word about it to anyone.. cause they are well asleep! Gosh! my advice? next time if u knoe ure gonna be sooo nervous, make sure it's day time.. ;) one more reason for dat is when ur adrenaline rushes, u cannot go to sleep cz the arousal level is wayy too high. hmmph~
n o yeah. did i tell u wt is dis damn 'thing' dat bordered me?
it's when i decided to tell a truth.. ;)
daa!
mayb im sux at remembering psychology definitions (there are hell lot more u knoe) bt i cn assure u dat i remember every single minute of goin thru the experience when an extreme anxious feeling came straight right in, uninvited. it did came knocking on the door first bt it caused an overly full house, making me incapable of being a good host. meaning, i knew i was going to be nervous, bt nt to the extent dat i cant handle it.
i tell u. it was a disaster! n heck i do not want to be in dat situation again. it's when ur heart beats as if it's gonna explode off thru ur chest. n u cannot stand still, not even sit still. u jz go wandering around n round until at one point u realize uve been making the exact same circles, passing thru the exact same objects for the last 10 minutes.. or more. n the oxygen? na'ah.. its not helping.. seriously.. i know hw much people hav been telling me dat breathing helps (even the psychology book did), bt it didnt work for me. that damn 'thing' dat makes u nervous keeps on popping in the most annoying way. n rite der, der n der, u knoe u hav to let it out to someone. n dis is the part dat i hate the most : not being able to spill any word about it to anyone.. cause they are well asleep! Gosh! my advice? next time if u knoe ure gonna be sooo nervous, make sure it's day time.. ;) one more reason for dat is when ur adrenaline rushes, u cannot go to sleep cz the arousal level is wayy too high. hmmph~
n o yeah. did i tell u wt is dis damn 'thing' dat bordered me?
it's when i decided to tell a truth.. ;)
daa!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
so u tink u san sing??!
on our last night at casa, me, fatin n alya decided to go for karok. its actually sumting dat weve planned long b4 exam. dis idea came when one moment we heard siew fong's ring tone 'with u-chris brown'.. she didnt pick up the phone, so............. we jz sang along! haha. so after prom, it's the perfect time to go make a fool of ourselves. bt for some reasons, fatin cudnt make it. hence, there were jz me, alya, amad, hadi, aizat n berry. it was a 15-songs round, tiring bt amazingly fun! here are the songs we chose..
1. flying without wings - westlife
2. uptown girl - westlife
3. i'll be missing u - p. diddy
4. she will be loved - maroon 5
5. i wanna hold your hands - the beatles
6. aku dan dirimu - ari lasso n bunga
7. my heart - acha n irwanshah (amad n alya ber sweet)
8. i dont love you - MCR (we really went all out on dis)
9. the reason - hoobastank (hadi had a great voice... suprisingly)
10. sejarah mungkin berulang - newboyz
11. bukan cinta biasa - siti nurhaliza (for berry's sake)
12. isabella - search
13. ....*
14. ....*
15. ....*
* i'll fill in once i recall ;)
1. flying without wings - westlife
2. uptown girl - westlife
3. i'll be missing u - p. diddy
4. she will be loved - maroon 5
5. i wanna hold your hands - the beatles
6. aku dan dirimu - ari lasso n bunga
7. my heart - acha n irwanshah (amad n alya ber sweet)
8. i dont love you - MCR (we really went all out on dis)
9. the reason - hoobastank (hadi had a great voice... suprisingly)
10. sejarah mungkin berulang - newboyz
11. bukan cinta biasa - siti nurhaliza (for berry's sake)
12. isabella - search
13. ....*
14. ....*
15. ....*
* i'll fill in once i recall ;)
a night to remember
it's the night evryone was talking about! the prom night for taylorians. theme : masquesrade ball.. honestly speakin, prom really wasted my time, money n energy.. u had to decide wt wear.. n sumtimes, tho u hav chosen one, u happened to get attracted to another dress dat u accidentally bumped into when u window shop. n then, u hav to tink bout accessories dat match. n then, u hav to tink bout the make-ups, the hair-do (well, for me, its the tudung-do) n yada2.. n i cn go on y'knoe.. ;) so for this prom nite, credits to fatin's mama who've done the making-ups for me. n for taking me to sg. wang as well... if nt i wudnt hav found dat nice mask n tudung.. weeee~ having said all dat, the night was worth every minute, penny n sweat.. 4 things dat are best shared, here's the 'here-and-there' of the nite.
hell OO yaww!
ookayy. ive made my decision. a decision dat wud hopefully keep me bz dis holiday season i.e starting a blog. u knoe, things dat i dun like being in college are study+pressure+study+pressure.. n now dat exam is over, being at home is not dat exciting after all.. pfftt. enen if u expect too much from dis blog, plz dun be cz im nt dat good when it comes to writing.. blogging to me is... 4 things that are best shared. till then. piece yaww!
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